Between gigs. Got shafted on a contract. had a two week break in between and in that time the funding got pulled from the new project.
I'm not sure I want to manage projects anymore. It used to be a real leadership position to aspire to. Now it seems like the pay rates dropped, you can't count on any loyalty from your team and the rest of the job is admin and sucking up to exec.
I'm utilising sex transmutation (think & grow rich). I approach. Its in my nature. Atm the biggest focus is my purpose biz, and itd got 110% of my energies. Call it whatever you want. Monk mode or whatever.
I picked up a chick mucking sushi in her car on a college campus randomly on route vack from a biz trip lol. Its in my nature.
In order to execute the moves I'm planning, i have no time for stupidity, female logic or baby rabies.
I am threading the needle. The margin for error is huge. The alternative is just above broke - rich coop.
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I was telling one of my mates about a summer rampage. Pull two college girl. End up eiffel towering college girl. My mate abd i leave her after midnight. We go to the bar to get more girls.
We leave with 1. LMR on devil's triangle. Kicj her out at 2am and go get eats + more girls lulz.
My mate was telling me about the alternative approach. Unless she's proper, he wants to keep his seed. More gains, lifts, entrepreneurship, and purpose. Buddy gained 30lbs of size, significantly more lean muscle, and is seeing a 10 atm.
My ambition has changed as has my focus. I generate new prospects on the regular, have a flirt, pull or #next. I just run more flash game. **** slow playing.
Its closer to monk mode given my parading of skull ****kkk, parking lot throaters, and devil's triangles.
After 30, the baby rabies is legit. Its why i always aim at hot, young, fit peak SMV 18-23 as my go too.
All nighters at the club chasing ass is out. Its a more pragmatic approach.
I do a handful of approaching per day. Its just not the highest aim. 6+
have to go back to the old country to spend time with my father so I'm not available for interviews anyway. Got a years survival money put aside before I would have to touch the nest egg and I've been working 19 years straight without a break so I'm pretty chillaxed.
Bit older than i thought. Good on you. A woman i know had to dip into her savings after workplace politics and leavibg her job. She has a hubby and kids. It blows me awsy when people do that. I don't have any kids nor wife and I know better.
So I've enrolled in a bunch of online courses and refreshing my tech certs. I'm thinking technical business analyst in a specialist area might be the sweet spot. if you can land a day rate contract you're only getting 10% less than the project manager who's getting a hell of a lot more headache and has more d1cks to suck. I've got 10 years experience at that game so shouldn't be a problem to land something in the new year.
I was a technical analyst when i was a kid. Back spamming approaches, fire in the belly, and lacking common sense or any shame lol. The technology has changed since then. Everything is python now. I was never a strobg programmer but i wasn't putting in efforts i do now.
A buddy of mine knows graphic design. Refuses to do a coding BC but rages he can't get more money lol. Tried nothing and is out of ideas lol
Reminds me of guys who can't approach but has a theory on game. People are their worst enemy at times.
take a while though a certain ethnic group has the IT market in Melbourne pretty much cornered and the job's go to the boys it's all Whispers and backhanders.
I met a random tech lead. Told me he has a gun to the head in quota hiring. He is forced to hire women regardless of how stupid, incompetent, and or unqualified. It doesn't end well.
How are you doing with everything? What did you do to manage or handle the tactics? My wing is doing the freeze out. Seems effective enough.