can you elaborate on this?
I will try to give it justice.
Personality is not rigid. It’s fluid. Changing personality is not difficult. Who you are is determined by you.
The frame (your narrative), is presenting what’s internally inside you. In the corps we called it commanding the deck. Being part of the navy the deck of course is anyone around you standing topside of a ship. The deck.
In the presence of those women or that woman. She was commanding the deck. The whole playing field. You were a subordinate to her sphere of influence. By no other means than your programming and her ASSUMPTION that you are subordinate. It”s not true in a world of bare balls survival but she just assumed and capitalized. Like a thief. 105 lbs of know nothing but a girl world little brat assumption. Who’s in command? You or her?
It wasn’t my sergeant stripes that commanded my squad of riflemen. It was me.
By changing your viewpoint and reinforcing it daily you virtually change your personality.
It’s the best I can come up with to explain it. Find out who you are and who you want to be and then be it. I keep a journal. I write in it every day religiously.
From the very first moment you met her...she commanded the deck. All she has is a p”ssy. There’s nothing else that she has to command with. You automatically kneeled to the queen of a single p”ssy.
Think about this. She’s queen of a single p”ssy that if she doesn’t take care of it, it turns foul. It drains some nasty sh”t every month and that’s not even counting reoccurring yeast infections that would gag a doctor doing the examination. And you let her command the deck with that?