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[Julian]

anyway heres my lay report from sunday. had very bad weather the night before so I was cleaning up. i got a txt from this girl who i met at the bar on friday. shes a stripper and I joked with her about giving me a private session for free. she said she was down. well we had a few shots at the bar, made out etc and I lost her through the night i was too fked up and was trying to find my bros. anyway fast forward she said she was at a nearby coffee shop.

I met her there in my gym clothes and she could see my gainz. being that she was a stripper, and i know how they operate...I just played the game and flirted with her. suggested we go to my place for a real drink and of course she agrees.

we get to the pad, she follows me in her vehicle...now normally I dont bring hoes over that soon but it depends on the vibe, if i can feel shes not a crazy hoe ill take the risk and invite her over.

long story short, i smashed. it was great. raw dogged. (she has the arm implant). pic of sloot attached. she was asian and she let me take an azz pic


KEYS TO SUCCESS:

1. Go balls to the wall when your out and if you are having a good vibe with a chick offer her a shot asap.
2. Get fked up enough to where your inhibitions are GONE but you still are cognizant enough not to do anything stupid (drinking 101).
3. get jacked. because honestly the only thing I know all this particular stripper cared about was physique. she didnt care about money or status or anything else.

Point of contention: my hair is in a growing stage, its awkward and looks horrible so I wear a hate 90% of the time currently.

 

[dustmuffin]

Nice ass...good job

 

[resilient]

long story short, i smashed. it was great.

 

[resilient]

Hey @Amante Silvestre, did you smash that girl you had as a first date as your wedding guest?

 

[RichardTheFrog]

These posts make me depressed as hell.

I can't even have a conversation with someone, and this is the kind of fun other people are having?

 

[Julian]

These posts make me depressed as hell.

I can't even have a conversation with someone, and this is the kind of fun other people are having?

Sorry brother Im not trying to make you depressed because believe me we all have our lonely times. Even master DJ alpha males such as myself.

What are you having problems with specifically? Why are you having issues with conversation? I bought a book a very long time ago literally called "how to talk to anyone anywhere"..or something along those lines. Some chick wrote it, and honestly it was helpful as all can be. It really gave me a verbal blueprint and ideas on how to start convos and keep them going etc.

You can be having experiences like this as well..you just have got to put yourself out there, and by that I mean put your BEST self out there.

We're all gonna make it brah!

 

[RichardTheFrog]

Sorry brother Im not trying to make you depressed because believe me we all have our lonely times. Even master DJ alpha males such as myself.

What are you having problems with specifically? Why are you having issues with conversation? I bought a book a very long time ago literally called "how to talk to anyone anywhere"..or something along those lines. Some chick wrote it, and honestly it was helpful as all can be. It really gave me a verbal blueprint and ideas on how to start convos and keep them going etc.

You can be having experiences like this as well..you just have got to put yourself out there, and by that I mean put your BEST self out there.

We're all gonna make it brah!

I'm having problems with knowing if I actually like them or not. I can **** the occasional prostitute, but any girl who doesn't technically make a living as a prostitute (even though all girls are prostitutes on some level), I don't know if it would be worth it to cut through their bull**** to get to them. That is assuming I am even capable of cutting through the bull****, which I'm most likely not. More than likely, they wouldn't respect me enough to give me anything more than a fake smile if I'm lucky. I have been through way too much in life to take **** from these females. They don't care about me at all. They wouldn't care if I died. I have read all the MGTOW stuff in the world and I agree with basically all of it, yet I am not allowed in their club because I still want to have sex with girls. I still wake up and have the urge to go to Hooters, etc. There's nothing I can do about it. I tried no fap and made it 2 days. Then, looking at porno thinking wow those girls are hotter than any girl I'll probably ever get with. I have been through too much in life. I am vastly undervalued by females. They respect the local disc jockey more than me, or any number of other local clowns that walk around. Society is bull**** and is based on stupidity. I can't "fit in" with the girls because I don't know the latest and greatest hip-hop songs? What kind of stupid **** is that?

I just hope that when I start flipping houses and making more money, that things will change.

I think the root of my problem with conversation is that I don't like them that much in the first place and I'm just trying to force myself to say something. In fact, I'm pretty sure I hate them all. But I don't want to.

Just 10 minutes ago, I'm at the store and a good looking girl is standing next to me in the aisle. Is this a potential plate? Of course, I say nothing because I don't know what to say. Anyway, she has a husband and 2 kids waiting for her in the parking lot. I am just deluding myself 99.9% of the time to think I have a chance with anyone anyway. I have no friends. No friends on FaceBook. I can't even use FaceBook with my real name due to a criminal record.

I am way off the social radar. An "omega" at best, but probably just a complete loser. I don't see this situation improving. Even if I make $1,000,000, I would be a loser with $1,000,000.

And I already know or have heard of the games that all girls play. So I'm supposed to bend over backwards to "improve myself" just to get included in their stupid games? Just so they can treat me like a fool and disrespect me time and time again? Should I pray and hope to be some sluts backup plan that she doesn't respect in the first place?

This is very frustrating. And I don't think the problem is me. I think the problem is the women of modern society. Like I said, I've read all the MGTOW and red pill stuff there is and I agree with all of it.

Btw, what makes you such an alpha? Is it just your muscles? How tall are you? Do you have lots of friends and are they cool? What is the reason for your success with women?

 

[Bible_Belt]

I don't think the problem is me. I think the problem is the women of modern society.

That's why you're a loser. And that's why you always will be...until you change that attitude. You're the one in control of your life, whether you'll admit it or not. And you're actually getting what you want most out of life right now - not having to try hard or do anything difficult. You want that more than you want women or social skills.

 

[RichardTheFrog]

That's why you're a loser. And that's why you always will be...until you change that attitude. You're the one in control of your life, whether you'll admit it or not. And you're actually getting what you want most out of life right now - not having to try hard or do anything difficult. You want that more than you want women or social skills.

Not do anything difficult? I've already done all the difficult stuff with nothing to show for it. You don't think flipping houses is difficult? Do you think you could do it? What I want more than anything is tons of money, which I hope I will soon get.

Do you find it a little odd that I can't form rapport with the local hot bartenders because I don't know or care about the latest and greatest hip-hop songs, while the local disc jockey gets all kinds of respect because he can? Even though hip-hop is of absolutely no importance to anything and never was?

I don't know what girls respect. Do they respect hard work? That's what they SAY, but then why do they get with drug dealers, etc?

In any event, I could be a multimillionaire and no one would know it because I barely talk in the first place.

And if a girl ever did want to become invested in me, I'm not sure I would even want that. Have you seen the girls of the world? Drug addicts, liars, all with their heads so far in the clouds they think their **** doesn't stink.

 

[Bible_Belt]

And if a girl ever did want to become invested in me, I'm not sure I would even want that.

There you go. You are getting exactly what you want, just like I said.

 

[RichardTheFrog]

There you go. You are getting exactly what you want, just like I said.

Yet I still wake up thinking about them. I still am motivated enough to go out nearly every day and always think of ways to improve myself, such as stop drinking, maybe if I started lifting weights, they would pay more attention to me, maybe if I made a bunch of money and told people, they would like me, bla bla bla bla. It never ends.

And I also get advice telling me to forget about them and that there's more to life than females, but that doesn't bring them to me, either.

All I know is that I've been through enough in life that they should at least be showing me basic respect, which they don't. I know I should rely on a female for anything and I don't even know what place I want them to have in my life. Yet nothing stops me from thinking about them every day.

But even when I go out, I don't even talk. I don't even get to know their names. And I just resent them for the pedestal they sit on and all the attention they get for doing nothing. They get to live a fun life by default. They have people that care about them by default. They didn't earn any of it.

 

[SeymourCake]

That image was from August 15, 2014.

 

[Julian]

Yet I still wake up thinking about them. I still am motivated enough to go out nearly every day and always think of ways to improve myself, such as stop drinking, maybe if I started lifting weights, they would pay more attention to me, maybe if I made a bunch of money and told people, they would like me, bla bla bla bla. It never ends.

And I also get advice telling me to forget about them and that there's more to life than females, but that doesn't bring them to me, either.

All I know is that I've been through enough in life that they should at least be showing me basic respect, which they don't. I know I should rely on a female for anything and I don't even know what place I want them to have in my life. Yet nothing stops me from thinking about them every day.

But even when I go out, I don't even talk. I don't even get to know their names. And I just resent them for the pedestal they sit on and all the attention they get for doing nothing. They get to live a fun life by default. They have people that care about them by default. They didn't earn any of it.

Honestly bro your coming off with the elliot rodgers vibes and you need to re-evaluate things a bit. I understand the no ***** frustration...trust me bro I know. I was a virgin until age 21. I found these forums at age 17. Im turning 32. So you figure that out. So from ages 17-21 I was learning adapting and applying all my stuff I learned here.

You have to LIKE people, and LIKE women and ENJOY interacting with folks. Honestly bro you seem like a miserable kunt, and its a viscious cycle because not getting any chicks is keeping you miserable...I get it. I totally understand where you are coming from.

You need to start by building your self confidence, what makes me alpha? For me personally its everything ive overcome, from being a 17 year old 107 lbs high school graduate at a massive height of 5'9 lol. Thats where I began...at the bottom...near death from an illness and suffering from an anxiety induced mental breakdown. anyway point is i worked hard,in the gym, on the books, at my jobs, busted my azz to become an alpha male. I always had it in me...had to release it.

I had the vision of being the quintessential playboy bad ass...the guy in the luxury vehicle with the perfect tan, a fine ***** at his side, smells like money, glows with strength and ready to take on anything. Thats who I envisioned becoming and slowly overtime I became that man. Life is in cycles so dont get me wrong, ive lost that mojo before...only to regain it and come back twice as strong and alpha.

The first thing you need to do is take 100% full responsibility and accountability for yourself. Youve been a ***** your whole life and you hate yourself for it and you blame women and society for your own personal failures. Thats not a good mindstate...trust me ive been there...I think most of us on this site have. The point is bro, you need to do the work. aint chit just gonna fall in your lap son. Alpha is your attitude and mindset and how you carry yourself and the actions you take.

@SeymourCake ya got me lol. i knew someone was gonna detective. thats another sloot i smashed back in 14', I couldnt be arsed to upload from my phone as these posts are too much to type up via phone texting... so I chose a chick who looked similar from my "chicks I banged" pic archives on my computer. u mad?

 

[btownbuck2012]

All I know is that I've been through enough in life that they should at least be showing me basic respect, which they don't. I know I should rely on a female for anything and I don't even know what place I want them to have in my life. Yet nothing stops me from thinking about them every day.

But even when I go out, I don't even talk. I don't even get to know their names. And I just resent them for the pedestal they sit on and all the attention they get for doing nothing. They get to live a fun life by default. They have people that care about them by default. They didn't earn any of it.

You've got to realize that even if you were pulling a$s like the OP, women would still behave this way. The difference between you and guys like the OP is that he accepts women the way they are and works within that system.

Women are women. Period. Of course they're entitled, full of themselves and get undeserved attention, but that's life man. You can't let it get you bitter. You have to realize that most women are searching for a connection, a person to love like we are. You think this unlimited attention and a$s kissing they get fulfills them but it doesn't. Of course it strokes their egos but it leaves them feeling hallow inside because they know most men just want to f8ck them and then move on. They don't want that. They truly don't, but they do enjoy the attention.

Then you have guys like yourself who ASSUME they are so happy. But most of them aren't.

 

[btownbuck2012]

That image was from August 15, 2014.

How can you tell that?

 

[RichardTheFrog]

Honestly bro your coming off with the elliot rodgers vibes and you need to re-evaluate things a bit. I understand the no ***** frustration...trust me bro I know. I was a virgin until age 21. I found these forums at age 17. Im turning 32. So you figure that out. So from ages 17-21 I was learning adapting and applying all my stuff I learned here.

You have to LIKE people, and LIKE women and ENJOY interacting with folks. Honestly bro you seem like a miserable kunt, and its a viscious cycle because not getting any chicks is keeping you miserable...I get it. I totally understand where you are coming from.

You need to start by building your self confidence, what makes me alpha? For me personally its everything ive overcome, from being a 17 year old 107 lbs high school graduate at a massive height of 5'9 lol. Thats where I began...at the bottom...near death from an illness and suffering from an anxiety induced mental breakdown. anyway point is i worked hard,in the gym, on the books, at my jobs, busted my azz to become an alpha male. I always had it in me...had to release it.

I had the vision of being the quintessential playboy bad ass...the guy in the luxury vehicle with the perfect tan, a fine ***** at his side, smells like money, glows with strength and ready to take on anything. Thats who I envisioned becoming and slowly overtime I became that man. Life is in cycles so dont get me wrong, ive lost that mojo before...only to regain it and come back twice as strong and alpha.

The first thing you need to do is take 100% full responsibility and accountability for yourself. Youve been a ***** your whole life and you hate yourself for it and you blame women and society for your own personal failures. Thats not a good mindstate...trust me ive been there...I think most of us on this site have. The point is bro, you need to do the work. aint chit just gonna fall in your lap son. Alpha is your attitude and mindset and how you carry yourself and the actions you take.

@SeymourCake ya got me lol. i knew someone was gonna detective. thats another sloot i smashed back in 14', I couldnt be arsed to upload from my phone as these posts are too much to type up via phone texting... so I chose a chick who looked similar from my "chicks I banged" pic archives on my computer. u mad?

I've been a pu $$y my whole life? Are you sure about that, little boy? When I was 17, I broke my neck and back in a car accident and bruised my spinal cord. I had to relearn how to walk, dress myself, etc etc. I'm lucky to be alive. My left hand is still paralyzed. I have 3 herniated discs in my back and I can't feel pain on the right half of my body. Let's see, I've also spent months living homeless on the streets. No house, no car, no cell phone, no nothing. Have you done that? No!!! Let's see... I've also spent 4 years in prison. I didn't see your pu $$y ass there.

You better think twice before you think you have to right to go calling other people a pu $$y that you don't even know. You haven't been through $ H!T in your life, little BOY.

And the problem is that no matter what I go through, girls don't give a ****. They're too busy looking at themselves in the mirror and thinking about how they can use people and take advantage of everyone for their own good. These girls wouldn't give a **** if I died.

I've overcome more than you if you think "going to the gym" is any sort of accomplishment.

These girls should be begging me to look at them, yet society is so ****ed up and they're placed on such a pedestal that it's the other way around. I could go through hell and back and they still wouldn't give a **** or give me the time of day.

Girls have no sense in their brains. And trying to rely on them for anything is about the stupidest thing you can do.

 

[RichardTheFrog]

You've got to realize that even if you were pulling a$s like the OP, women would still behave this way. The difference between you and guys like the OP is that he accepts women the way they are and works within that system.

Women are women. Period. Of course they're entitled, full of themselves and get undeserved attention, but that's life man. You can't let it get you bitter. You have to realize that most women are searching for a connection, a person to love like we are. You think this unlimited attention and a$s kissing they get fulfills them but it doesn't. Of course it strokes their egos but it leaves them feeling hallow inside because they know most men just want to f8ck them and then move on. They don't want that. They truly don't, but they do enjoy the attention.

Then you have guys like yourself who ASSUME they are so happy. But most of them aren't.

I think you're reaching to try to find any silver lining in their awful behavior.

Let's just make excuse after excuse for them.

Oh, they're not HAPPY with everything they get for doing nothing, even though they take advantage of it every day. Well boo hoo for the little wh or e$.

 

[Reykhel]

Even master DJ alpha males such as myself.

This place is always good for a giggle...

@RichardTheFrog don't be so depressed.......look again at the first photo and then look at what's written above. Notice that
the "master DJ alpha male" does not appear in the photo? It's just some random chick.......
.....hell you could have posted that photo and said "even though I'm not in the photo with the girl, I want you all now to regard me
as a MASTER DJ ALPHA MALE"

Look at the second photo and the thread......it's a chick that the guy hasn't even met yet.

the point is that things are not always as they seem so it's best not to compare yourself with other people or other posters thinking that in comparison your life sucks.....

The op needs your validation......how about that? The op needs you to believe that he's a MASTER DJ ALPHA MALE....how about that?
The op needs your approval......how about that?

the other poster needs you to believe that he's a master player.......this chick that he hasn't met yet, is some sort of blind date.......

So you see, all is never what it seems.....where there's perception there's deception..........

Everything in your life right now, above all your happiness, depends on how your perceive yourself and how you perceive the world...

 

[btownbuck2012]

I think you're reaching to try to find any silver lining in their awful behavior.

Let's just make excuse after excuse for them.

Oh, they're not HAPPY with everything they get for doing nothing, even though they take advantage of it every day. Well boo hoo for the little wh or e$.

See right there again you act is if a-lot of them are truly happy and content with their situation and they're not. A-lot of it is surface level superficial happiness.

 

[RichardTheFrog]

This place is always good for a giggle...

@RichardTheFrog don't be so depressed.......look again at the first photo and then look at what's written above. Notice that
the "master DJ alpha male" does not appear in the photo? It's just some random chick.......
.....hell you could have posted that photo and said "even though I'm not in the photo with the girl, I want you all now to regard me
as a MASTER DJ ALPHA MALE"

Look at the second photo and the thread......it's a chick that the guy hasn't even met yet.

the point is that things are not always as they seem so it's best not to compare yourself with other people or other posters thinking that in comparison you're life sucks.....

The op needs your validation......how about that? The op needs you to believe that he's a MASTER DJ ALPHA MALE....how about that?
The op needs your approval......how about that?

the other poster needs you to believe that he's a master player.......this chick that he hasn't met yet, is some sort of blind date.......

So you see, all is never what it seems.....where there's perception there's deception..........

Everything in your life right now, above all your happiness, depends on how your perceive yourself and how you perceive the world...

I still believe that they ****ed them or are going to.

How I perceive the world is complete disillusionment at females after swallowing this so-called red pill. I can't believe I'd been so blind for so long.

Every day I go out... I see good-LOOKING girls... and that's all they are is good LOOKING. They are not good in any other sense. They are not smart. They are not moral people. They are basically scum of the Earth wrapped in a pretty bow. (okay maybe that's an exaggeration, but it's true sometimes).