I've got a pretty good life, but I just hate everything. I'm barely ever happy.
I work a "good" job with great co-workers and a fair salary for only being in the workforce for 1.5 years, but I just feel like it's pointless. I'm a software tester, and it's low stress, but it's just... Unfulfilling.
I've always been a night person, so I'm tired everyday because I have to get up for work (less than 9 hours sleep and waking up anytime before 11am or 12pm just doesn't work for my body). If I don't take my 200mg caffeine pill before going to the gym I literally CAN'T have a good workout. I'll be too tired and will feel like absolute sh!t.
I've traveled, but have lived in the same place my entire life. It's expensive, so I have to live with my parents (who I love more than anything), winter seems to last forever, the people are, in general, unfriendly a$$h0les, traffic sucks, and the women all seem to be stuck up like you wouldn't believe. I'd love to move, but the honest truth is that I'm scared to try. My parents are also the most important people in my life, and even though they annoy the living hell out of me sometimes, I'd rather not leave them behind and barely ever see them.
My dating/sex life has had ups and downs. I've f*cked a lot of women--some gorgeous and some downright disgusting--but have never dated anyone for more than 6 months. I'm pretty sure I'll never get into a committed relationship, and 10000000000000000% certain I'll never get married. If you're wondering why, it's because I'm bitter as f*ck and don't/can't "like" women the way I would a good/best friend. I just don't respect them (due to the experiences I've had). In a way it's depressing, but in a way it's liberating because I know the truth about women. All I really want from them is sex. The thing is, even as an all around "good catch," I still have to work for it, and a big part of me just doesn't want to. It's not just because I don't respect women though, it's also because I'm tired almost every f*cking day after work and don't FEEL like "working" for pvssy after that. I did the dating thing when I was a little younger and it was, at best, 50/50. At some point I quit because I felt that it wasn't worth my time, money, or energy. It was just plain frustrating. I literally went on so many dates that I was given a nickname at one of the bars downtown. I don't know what it was, but I was told by a girl that they had given me one after our sh!tty date ended. Like I said, the people here are kunts.
I almost never have anything to look forward. I feel like I'm living life just to live life.
I saw someone on here post that they don't even expect to go on the dates they set up anymore because the women just flake. Exactly the same for me. I plan on them flaking. I plan on NOT meeting them. And guess what? I'm right most of the time.
I work a "good" job with great co-workers and a fair salary for only being in the workforce for 1.5 years, but I just feel like it's pointless. I'm a software tester, and it's low stress, but it's just... Unfulfilling.
I've always been a night person, so I'm tired everyday because I have to get up for work (less than 9 hours sleep and waking up anytime before 11am or 12pm just doesn't work for my body). If I don't take my 200mg caffeine pill before going to the gym I literally CAN'T have a good workout. I'll be too tired and will feel like absolute sh!t.
I've traveled, but have lived in the same place my entire life. It's expensive, so I have to live with my parents (who I love more than anything), winter seems to last forever, the people are, in general, unfriendly a$$h0les, traffic sucks, and the women all seem to be stuck up like you wouldn't believe. I'd love to move, but the honest truth is that I'm scared to try. My parents are also the most important people in my life, and even though they annoy the living hell out of me sometimes, I'd rather not leave them behind and barely ever see them.
My dating/sex life has had ups and downs. I've f*cked a lot of women--some gorgeous and some downright disgusting--but have never dated anyone for more than 6 months. I'm pretty sure I'll never get into a committed relationship, and 10000000000000000% certain I'll never get married. If you're wondering why, it's because I'm bitter as f*ck and don't/can't "like" women the way I would a good/best friend. I just don't respect them (due to the experiences I've had). In a way it's depressing, but in a way it's liberating because I know the truth about women. All I really want from them is sex. The thing is, even as an all around "good catch," I still have to work for it, and a big part of me just doesn't want to. It's not just because I don't respect women though, it's also because I'm tired almost every f*cking day after work and don't FEEL like "working" for pvssy after that. I did the dating thing when I was a little younger and it was, at best, 50/50. At some point I quit because I felt that it wasn't worth my time, money, or energy. It was just plain frustrating. I literally went on so many dates that I was given a nickname at one of the bars downtown. I don't know what it was, but I was told by a girl that they had given me one after our sh!tty date ended. Like I said, the people here are kunts.
I almost never have anything to look forward. I feel like I'm living life just to live life.
I saw someone on here post that they don't even expect to go on the dates they set up anymore because the women just flake. Exactly the same for me. I plan on them flaking. I plan on NOT meeting them. And guess what? I'm right most of the time.
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