amazingswayze
Master Don Juan
and im 18 years old. better late than never. i realized a lot. heres what happened
i've been dating (but not a relationship) with this HB6 Kayla since roughly mid summer. she was a virgin. i was the first guy she ever kissed and etc... every time i tried to escalate i got LMR. she never let me even finger and she didnt give head. bummer. i was starting to think i would next her but today was the test.
she had the house all to herself and we planned on doing a take home test which is due tomorrow. that lasted for 10 minutes. then we started hooking up and went to her room and it was so/so because we have dry humped before and i sucked her titties... this time i just went for the pu$$y but i wasnt as pushy as usual and when she didnt want it i pulled back. after a couple tries she let me in. the whole time she was saying, "i'm not ready" "its gonna hurt" blah blah blah. glad that the words I love you never came up. apparently she was ready and she let me bang after she liked being fingered. i wasnt very nervous for some reason or other because i knew what to do... i just hadn't done it yet. but the act of sex itself isnt hard to complete.
it was tight but i barely felt anything for what felt like 10 min (missionary) because she was dead fish. once she actually got into it and started moving her hips it felt better. i kept going and she was moaning and i probably came 5 min later. flushed the condom down the toilet.
what i noticed was she said a while ago that she wouldnt give up her virgnity unless she was in a relationship.. she didnt mean what she said.. she said she wasnt ready.... all i had to do was say, "i'll be gentle".. that drake sh*t to deactive LMR. what i realized is that every time i tried to ever have sex with her prior to it wouldnt work because she already had her mind made up. today, she already made the decision to have sex with me beforehand therefore it wasn't much of a challenge.
after we finished i held her for a bit (no feelings) but i decided the best thing to do would be to cuddle because after all i just took her virginity. then we went back to the couch in the living room to do hw. i already came so i wasnt even horny at all. then she decided to sit on my lap and start kissing me and wanted to go for round 2. i didnt even initiate. this time we tried doggy style and i couldnt c*m again and my d*ck started to hurt after maybe 10 min so we stopped. she has changed. i dont even look at her the same. she is slutty now. she didn't bleed though...
what i find crazy is that she didn't have to have sex with me.. since i already got the pu$$y there is no reason for me to commit.. does she realize this? she doesnt seem to be as emotional after the fact as i assumed she would be..
(she doesnt know i was a virgin) she said "well you've done this before" and she thinks i have hoes. and my performance apparently wasn't bad. this is like Wet Dreamz.
i am just blabbing right now but i will sum it up with my realizations.
sex isnt a big deal. i am glad to have gotten the first time out of the way. what matters now more is practice. i want better sex. i want to start dating hot girls. she wasnt experienced enough to really blow my mind. not a big deal though. what i wonder is should i change up my game with her and become nicer or still remain distant. is it a big deal that i took her virginity? do i have any obligations? things may be different after this but i am glad because i have wanted to get laid for so long and i finally did it.
i've been dating (but not a relationship) with this HB6 Kayla since roughly mid summer. she was a virgin. i was the first guy she ever kissed and etc... every time i tried to escalate i got LMR. she never let me even finger and she didnt give head. bummer. i was starting to think i would next her but today was the test.
she had the house all to herself and we planned on doing a take home test which is due tomorrow. that lasted for 10 minutes. then we started hooking up and went to her room and it was so/so because we have dry humped before and i sucked her titties... this time i just went for the pu$$y but i wasnt as pushy as usual and when she didnt want it i pulled back. after a couple tries she let me in. the whole time she was saying, "i'm not ready" "its gonna hurt" blah blah blah. glad that the words I love you never came up. apparently she was ready and she let me bang after she liked being fingered. i wasnt very nervous for some reason or other because i knew what to do... i just hadn't done it yet. but the act of sex itself isnt hard to complete.
it was tight but i barely felt anything for what felt like 10 min (missionary) because she was dead fish. once she actually got into it and started moving her hips it felt better. i kept going and she was moaning and i probably came 5 min later. flushed the condom down the toilet.
what i noticed was she said a while ago that she wouldnt give up her virgnity unless she was in a relationship.. she didnt mean what she said.. she said she wasnt ready.... all i had to do was say, "i'll be gentle".. that drake sh*t to deactive LMR. what i realized is that every time i tried to ever have sex with her prior to it wouldnt work because she already had her mind made up. today, she already made the decision to have sex with me beforehand therefore it wasn't much of a challenge.
after we finished i held her for a bit (no feelings) but i decided the best thing to do would be to cuddle because after all i just took her virginity. then we went back to the couch in the living room to do hw. i already came so i wasnt even horny at all. then she decided to sit on my lap and start kissing me and wanted to go for round 2. i didnt even initiate. this time we tried doggy style and i couldnt c*m again and my d*ck started to hurt after maybe 10 min so we stopped. she has changed. i dont even look at her the same. she is slutty now. she didn't bleed though...
what i find crazy is that she didn't have to have sex with me.. since i already got the pu$$y there is no reason for me to commit.. does she realize this? she doesnt seem to be as emotional after the fact as i assumed she would be..
(she doesnt know i was a virgin) she said "well you've done this before" and she thinks i have hoes. and my performance apparently wasn't bad. this is like Wet Dreamz.
i am just blabbing right now but i will sum it up with my realizations.
sex isnt a big deal. i am glad to have gotten the first time out of the way. what matters now more is practice. i want better sex. i want to start dating hot girls. she wasnt experienced enough to really blow my mind. not a big deal though. what i wonder is should i change up my game with her and become nicer or still remain distant. is it a big deal that i took her virginity? do i have any obligations? things may be different after this but i am glad because i have wanted to get laid for so long and i finally did it.
