When I say break, I don't mean a break from work. Actually quite the opposite. I need *to* get to work, but that seems all but impossible in the US right now. Normally I don't post real life musings, but its starting to get ridiculous.
I have 3 teeth that need crown work done. Most of my good cloths are falling apart. My car stops randomly while driving and needs new breaks neither of which I can afford. All interviews I have had have been flops, or the job position has been closed. Hundreds of applications, cover letters and virtually no feedback. Regular jobs won't respond to me since I have a technical background. A promising lead I got yesterday after a great phone interview and landed an interview with literally just canceled the position this morning.
Whatever its life. I get it. Its not the end of the world. But all this **** is really adding up mentally. I have not had one good piece of news for a long ass time. I went to two interviews last week, and one just wouldn't work out and the other I didn't get in the door becasue I was not qualified ( IT support role). I have done numerous walkins and applications for regular jobs just like we all did in high school and nothing. Follow ups? they tell me to wait longer.
I am asking for one bounce to go my way. Just one. I know you make your own breaks in life, and I get that relying on luck is a fools gambit. However, for the elements which are out of my control, I wish just once I could get something positive or uplifting back. Much like a coin that can land on tails 1000 times, all I want is one flip to land on heads.
Someone slap some sense into me. I am level headed, reasonably smart, hard worker, and persistent. The only thing I have done well is friggan women, and thats probably because they aren't a focus on life. What a joke. I actually stopped dating one of the girls because of my situation since I thought it was irresponsible.
The action plan is to continue to follow up on all contingencies, fire off applications, walk in, harass my buddies in industry, earn part time money, and keep moving forward. If the entire world is going to tell me no, its going to be looking straight at me. I still work out, eat healthy, and try to maintain a winning attitude. But when your 0-85, reality sinks in.
so go ahead fire at will. Either way, thanks for listening. Constructive comments welcome. Suggestions encouraged. Name calling, not so much, but if its within reason, go for it.
I have 3 teeth that need crown work done. Most of my good cloths are falling apart. My car stops randomly while driving and needs new breaks neither of which I can afford. All interviews I have had have been flops, or the job position has been closed. Hundreds of applications, cover letters and virtually no feedback. Regular jobs won't respond to me since I have a technical background. A promising lead I got yesterday after a great phone interview and landed an interview with literally just canceled the position this morning.
Whatever its life. I get it. Its not the end of the world. But all this **** is really adding up mentally. I have not had one good piece of news for a long ass time. I went to two interviews last week, and one just wouldn't work out and the other I didn't get in the door becasue I was not qualified ( IT support role). I have done numerous walkins and applications for regular jobs just like we all did in high school and nothing. Follow ups? they tell me to wait longer.
I am asking for one bounce to go my way. Just one. I know you make your own breaks in life, and I get that relying on luck is a fools gambit. However, for the elements which are out of my control, I wish just once I could get something positive or uplifting back. Much like a coin that can land on tails 1000 times, all I want is one flip to land on heads.
Someone slap some sense into me. I am level headed, reasonably smart, hard worker, and persistent. The only thing I have done well is friggan women, and thats probably because they aren't a focus on life. What a joke. I actually stopped dating one of the girls because of my situation since I thought it was irresponsible.
The action plan is to continue to follow up on all contingencies, fire off applications, walk in, harass my buddies in industry, earn part time money, and keep moving forward. If the entire world is going to tell me no, its going to be looking straight at me. I still work out, eat healthy, and try to maintain a winning attitude. But when your 0-85, reality sinks in.
so go ahead fire at will. Either way, thanks for listening. Constructive comments welcome. Suggestions encouraged. Name calling, not so much, but if its within reason, go for it.