Luke Skywalker
Banned
- Joined
- May 23, 2006
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After the Yonge adult's service was ended, I approached a few girls, said hi to them, and just let the chips fall where they may. I was on guard this time for ANY negative thougths that would undermine or discourage my effort, and after eating three cookies on the tray, I mustered enough nerve to start saying "hi' to various sexy Asian girls in the room, and a sexy black girl. Although it didn't go anywhere, this is a major improvement from last week, when I didn't say 'hi' to any girl, let negative thougths get to me, and withdrew from the whole event.
This time, I was determined to fight the negative thoughts to the end, and held on in that room despite the desire to get out of there and run some place else.
After this event, I went to meet a female friend of mine - but she's an HB5 (she's be an HB3 if it weren't for her breasts which is the only thing she has going for her).
I dont know, but I didn't initiate anything with her, like touch her hair, or try to get physically intimate, although I spent an hour with her, but then again, we were discussing some 'religious matter and she was talking about an accident that had occurred nearby, so I dont think there was a mood conducive to that type of behaviour. I think some people should be set aside, where I can be my normal sence, without worrying about the infusion of lines or game.
But if you people think I'm not doing my best, then you can certainly reply to this thread - maybe I need a good kick in the a$$.
This time, I was determined to fight the negative thoughts to the end, and held on in that room despite the desire to get out of there and run some place else.
After this event, I went to meet a female friend of mine - but she's an HB5 (she's be an HB3 if it weren't for her breasts which is the only thing she has going for her).
I dont know, but I didn't initiate anything with her, like touch her hair, or try to get physically intimate, although I spent an hour with her, but then again, we were discussing some 'religious matter and she was talking about an accident that had occurred nearby, so I dont think there was a mood conducive to that type of behaviour. I think some people should be set aside, where I can be my normal sence, without worrying about the infusion of lines or game.
But if you people think I'm not doing my best, then you can certainly reply to this thread - maybe I need a good kick in the a$$.