I thought I was gaining control and frame of the relationship, we went on a cruise for a week, at the end of the cruise she was happy, after spending a whole week and half with me 24/7 we came back to her house and had best sex yet for her in the next three consecutive days.
bueno the next week I gave her some space
I didnt break up with her because she was not into me
its because of cultural differences. she is cuban, in her house her mother completely dominates the father, he has no saying or decision making whatsoever, she does as she please, and he just follows. its sad!
very matriarchal environment. my girl was raised in that environment... she saw it normal that the woman should dominate the man and make the decisions. her parents barely show affection to each other, he works, she doesnt, her mom spends all day at home reading romance books.
the first 5 months of the relationship, she was really into me, and I was happy that she cared a lot for me, so I was easy going and didnt mind when she wanted to do something her way. because she would respect what I wanted as well.
well, as time went on, i noticed an intense desire on her side to want to have things her way most of the times, it became a power struggle, a tug of war about making decisions about where to go eat, when to have sex, when to kiss...
I began using techniques to ignore, freeze out, challenge, make her jealous, and it was working in the short term. but the structure of her personality (that women should dominate) is so strong that I got tired of it.
basically everytime we got into an argument, im the type of guy that wants to solve things the same day, and for the third time, when I mention the fact that we need to talk, she would close off, back away and say " well talk tomorrow, we dont have to talk whenever you decide"
well it happened again, this time I asked that I wanted to see her sunday night for an hour just to talk about some things which are important for me, and she said she was going to be busy breathing, watching tv and she needed some "space. and that come tomorrow night and well talk"
now I always give her TONS of space, im not need I barely call her... we only text. so I feel i was tired of the power struggle, that she wanted me to act more like her dad and just please her so the next day i told her
"listen I think you are right, we need space, so im giving you your freedom back, and thank you for this 8 months"
she basically in the most cold manner replied with "make sure this is what you want because if you break up with me, then dont come back crying to me saying you want me back"
I didnt respond, but im shock that she didnt call, and its been 4 days now, and she hasnt responded and neither have I.
it hurts like a b1tch, but i refuse to back down now, I would lose my manhood ,respect and frame if I ask her to fix the relationship and talk.
i think she must make that action, but i think she wont... and I wont.
it might be over.... but at this point i refuse to be with someone that wants to dominate the relationship at all costs, and as soon as she does, she will lose respect, and attraction for me.
mind you, the relationship was great couple days before that, and everything was going good, though I saw this little red flags, and I told myself that am not gonna waste time, if this is gonna work, and if she is really gonna put up with me... so I tested her
im always there when she wanted to see me, im never the one to say " I really wanna see you today" but i did say it on sunday, because I was sad, my brother was leaving to another country to live... she knew it, that i needed her that night as a supportive gf, and she gave me her back, and said she needed "space" so I sent her to space.
so im not gonna do anything, if she calls me (which i believe she wont, since I deleted her and her friends from facebook, since Ive made up my mind) then i might talk to her on my terms.
but im astonished at how cold she is... im her first boyfriend, i took her virginity 4 months ago, she was happy, and two weeks ago she told me she couldnt live without me.....
bueno the next week I gave her some space
I didnt break up with her because she was not into me
its because of cultural differences. she is cuban, in her house her mother completely dominates the father, he has no saying or decision making whatsoever, she does as she please, and he just follows. its sad!
very matriarchal environment. my girl was raised in that environment... she saw it normal that the woman should dominate the man and make the decisions. her parents barely show affection to each other, he works, she doesnt, her mom spends all day at home reading romance books.
the first 5 months of the relationship, she was really into me, and I was happy that she cared a lot for me, so I was easy going and didnt mind when she wanted to do something her way. because she would respect what I wanted as well.
well, as time went on, i noticed an intense desire on her side to want to have things her way most of the times, it became a power struggle, a tug of war about making decisions about where to go eat, when to have sex, when to kiss...
I began using techniques to ignore, freeze out, challenge, make her jealous, and it was working in the short term. but the structure of her personality (that women should dominate) is so strong that I got tired of it.
basically everytime we got into an argument, im the type of guy that wants to solve things the same day, and for the third time, when I mention the fact that we need to talk, she would close off, back away and say " well talk tomorrow, we dont have to talk whenever you decide"
well it happened again, this time I asked that I wanted to see her sunday night for an hour just to talk about some things which are important for me, and she said she was going to be busy breathing, watching tv and she needed some "space. and that come tomorrow night and well talk"
now I always give her TONS of space, im not need I barely call her... we only text. so I feel i was tired of the power struggle, that she wanted me to act more like her dad and just please her so the next day i told her
"listen I think you are right, we need space, so im giving you your freedom back, and thank you for this 8 months"
she basically in the most cold manner replied with "make sure this is what you want because if you break up with me, then dont come back crying to me saying you want me back"
I didnt respond, but im shock that she didnt call, and its been 4 days now, and she hasnt responded and neither have I.
it hurts like a b1tch, but i refuse to back down now, I would lose my manhood ,respect and frame if I ask her to fix the relationship and talk.
i think she must make that action, but i think she wont... and I wont.
it might be over.... but at this point i refuse to be with someone that wants to dominate the relationship at all costs, and as soon as she does, she will lose respect, and attraction for me.
mind you, the relationship was great couple days before that, and everything was going good, though I saw this little red flags, and I told myself that am not gonna waste time, if this is gonna work, and if she is really gonna put up with me... so I tested her
im always there when she wanted to see me, im never the one to say " I really wanna see you today" but i did say it on sunday, because I was sad, my brother was leaving to another country to live... she knew it, that i needed her that night as a supportive gf, and she gave me her back, and said she needed "space" so I sent her to space.
so im not gonna do anything, if she calls me (which i believe she wont, since I deleted her and her friends from facebook, since Ive made up my mind) then i might talk to her on my terms.
but im astonished at how cold she is... im her first boyfriend, i took her virginity 4 months ago, she was happy, and two weeks ago she told me she couldnt live without me.....