Its over....she basically let me down easy...
She was seeing...sexing her ex ....lately...
Shes prego...isnt sure...
But...
I gotta step back.
Thats foul.
I dont want an abortion.
She came over last night.
She reassured me its mine...
Girls on the side....it was two...and thats only cuz i hired them to clean and cook...and they ....whatever...
You mean to tell me that after 3 years in a relationship...you dont have side 304...?
This site is...
She said she went to her moms and whatever.
She came over...i didnt let her inside cuz we said...lets just talk.
So we went to a spot outside and we spoke.
She heard me....she seemed sorry...
By that i mean...she was reveptive of my reasons for being a jerk.
And she said...im getting a dna...
Bro...
People have ptsd you know?
And people change or try to change and or are in therapy...plus ..." just look what he said months ago"
Im not running for congress...
Wtf...lol
Idk Duke....
Lets just say im in love and irrational and scared and hopeful this is the girl that is willing to be...
I want a relationship with her...and she did too.
I want a kid with her and a life.
But this is super odd behavior.
I'd go two days without talking and shed be ready to come to my house to check up
She asked me for money for ultra sound.
I said...sure...can i come?
She said...im going with my sister.
Isnt that weird?
Like...yo...if its mine i would like to be there.
Am i suppossed to give her cash throughout the 9 months??
My lawyer friend i dont...its voluntary. Until its proven its...
I did.
She responded with....
It doesnt matter. You said its not yours. Ill handle it alone.
Which now shes twisting my words. I never said its not mine, im out. Peace!
Which makes me feel like i have no more options but to move on. Unless she asks me for help, i cant keep bugging her.
I want to be there all the time...weve talked about it for a year straight.
But i cant be there if she wont allow it.
Maybe i hit a nerve and its not mine...or dhe had a slip up with her ex and doesnt even know whos it is.
But to shut me out entirely doesnt look so good.
I mean...idk.
Yes...
I wanted this...we both had names picked out...
I have a 3 bdroom house...
It was a sarcastic joke as to why i showed up to her place with baby shampoo
But if its that serious for her
Then im thinking i hit a nerve and she let some other hit
..either way i would have to wait 9 months
But...
But...
She is not playing...
I cant get a hold of her...and im not going to her house to get the dogs on me.
Should i move on? And live...and wait ...and then wait some more 9 months for dna test...
Or does it sound like its not even mine, altjough she said...but..u never know
It was a joke at first ...tongue in cheek truth...it escalated...
I was there at her house the next moment...and weve been trying for a year..
Finally we both kinda lost the tought, but kept having unprotected...
I want a child but if she doesnt want to be with me cuz shes only 26 and whatever...
So i said..do you want to be with...
Not with your attitude..
So i said...theres 3 pills you can take to force uterine lining shedding...i am sure it wont feel good...
But if you want to be single...
Thats whatyou wNt?
No...
But its not making you happy.
Its an option.
More options...
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